grrr

It is likely that Anton cannot be adopted by someone without "direct EB experience." Let me get this right, Judge, you will most likely deny this family because they don't have direct EB experience, but you're fine with Anton being kicked out of a medical facility with one-on-one care and put into an orphanage where the staff to child ratio is 1:20? Yeah, you have his best interest at heart. Sure you do.

Y'all I am so so angry that there is a family out there wanting to bring Sweet Anton home, and so many obstacles stand in their way. I know that God is in control, but I want control of this so badly I can barely stand it. Will you please pray? Pray for Anton's family, whoever they are, that all the details will come together and it will all work out. Or that if he's supposed to be somewhere else, God will reveal that family and quickly. I'm so terrified he's running out of time. One caregiver to 20 children is not enough. Especially when (at least) one has such demanding needs. If something happens to that sweet boy because he gets stranded in an orphanage when there is a family desperate to have him... so help me, I'll go crazy. This is NOT right.

(I should not let myself get overly tired. Forgive me. Tomorrow is a new day.)