Just stopping by to say I may be blogging less over the next few days. I feel like I'm not doing a very good job of taking it easy post-Jonah going to bed, and I just need to take care of me. I hope you'll stick with me, though, and allow me to get myself out of my bummage.
I'm tired. I'm sad. I'm feeling very isolated (not that that makes any sense since I have lots of help). So I think some good nights' sleep and some brain-dead snuggle time in front of the TV is in order.
Positive of the day: I met a blog reader with a Jonah magnet outside of Target. Woohoo!
Negative of the day: Jonah got the worst stare yet today. We were walking in Target and a girl and her boyfriend were walking the opposite direction. When she passed, she looked, then stared, then audibly gasped, and then started hitting her boyfriend's arm so he would stare at the freak show too. Her boyfriend wasn't paying attention so wasn't really looking, but she kept staring and tapping his arm. They passed me and I looked back at them and they were both staring Jonah down. (He was still trying to figure out what she wanted him to look at.) I threw up my arms at them and said in a mean voice, "Can I help you???" The boyfriend then started calling her down ("What are you doing?"), and we kept walking our separate ways. I was SO angry. My face was red and I could feel my heart pounding in my chest. True, some people are just concerned. But some people are just nosey and rude, and I was NOT in the mood.
And then I tried to write all that on my Facebook status and it said it was too long to post.
Stupid Facebook. Can't a girl go on a rant once in a while? Don't these people know I'm in a funk???
Anyway, I'm praying to regain perspective, find some peace, and focus on today.
Jonah's little boy parts are looking some better, and he didn't seem to be in nearly as much pain today (Praise God!). I think I only drained two little ones, so hopefully we're coming out of the grow and spread stage. Thanks for your prayers.
